“A world closing in on my senses.”
{The piece has explicit content – those too sensitive to stuff like that (I hope not) ought not to read it}
Forth – back – side – down… colours! Pretty lights! Magicked; pretty-pretty, all over. Something crawling, someone calling. Yes? No, I don’t want a credit card… Smile, you’re being watched – Click!! Spider… ant… antsy…?! feeling antsy… wh_? Aaarrrgghhh!!!
Sting. Blood on hands. More… sharp; cut; graze… Good. Hands bloody-bloody. Pretty….! Colour face… Me beautiful! Pretty, so! Blush… lines for legs. Two, one, five… three!!! Hurts. Blood. More. Scrape scratch scrub. Cunt. Cut. Bleed in, bleed out, bleed… Colour! Pretty me!!
Finger. Dip in. Wet. Wet cunt. Numb. Must feel… dip more; forth – back – down – up – twist. Missing. Squeeze something. Man does. Pinch, grab, slap. Man does. Screa…No! Ssshhhhhh….!!! Tongue… “Cut out your tongue! No scream!” Cut. Slice. Taste. Warm wet wash. Rainbow drape… Black – Rain – Bow… Bow – Bend over. Stuff in. Out. Man… Blood again. Stamp feet… thrash. Cut it!
Happy-happy me! Colour-pretty me! Whistle…clap…dance…tune…cut. He he he. Fun. Pain. More.
Red. More colour. Slap-slap-slap! Blue-green-white! Pop! Goes the wea… no. I smart. Pretty. Love people me. Cry dry. Trap! Sleep – wake. Lie. All lies. Me should too.
Pretty me..! Colours! Forth – back – side – down…
Check De-mensions Part II here